Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Just gonna stand there

And watch me burn

But that’s alright

Because I like

The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there

And hear me cry

But that’s alright

Because I love

The way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

I can’t tell you what it really is

I can only tell you what it feels like

And right now there’s a steel knife

In my windpipe

I can’t breathe

But I still fight

While I can fight

As long as the wrong feels right

It’s like I’m in flight

High of a love

Drunk from the hate

It’s like I’m huffing paint

And I love it the more that I suffer

I sufficate

And right before im about to drown

She resuscitates me

She f—–g hates me

And I love it


Where you going

I’m leaving you

No you ain’t

Come back

We’re running right back

Here we go again

It’s so insane

Cause when it’s going good

It’s going great

I’m Superman

With the wind in his bag

She’s Lois Lane

But when it’s bad

It’s awful

I feel so ashamed

I snap

Who’s that dude

I don’t even know his name

I laid hands on her

I’ll never stoop so low again

I guess I don’t know my own strength

Just gonna stand there

And watch me burn

But that’s alright

Because I like

The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there

And hear me cry

But that’s alright

Because I love

The way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much

You can barely breathe

When you’re with them

You meet

And neither one of you

Even know what hit ‘em

Got that warm fuzzy feeling

Yeah them chills

Used to get ‘em

Now you’re getting f—–g sick

Of looking at ‘em

You swore you’ve never hit ‘em

Never do nothing to hurt ‘em

Now you’re in each other’s face

Spewing venom

And these words

When you spit ‘em

You push

Pull each other’s hair

Scratch, claw, bit ‘em

Throw ‘em down

Pin ‘em

So lost in the moments

When you’re in ‘em

It’s the rage that took over

It controls you both

So they say it’s best

To go your separate ways

Guess that they don’t know ya

Cause today

That was yesterday

Yesterday is over

It’s a different day

Sound like broken records

Playin’ over

But you promised her

Next time you’ll show restraint

You don’t get another chance

Life is no Nintendo game

But you lied again

Now you get to watch her leave

Out the window

Guess that’s why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there

And watch me burn

But that’s alright

Because I like

The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there

And hear me cry

But that’s alright

Because I love

The way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things

Did things

That we didn’t mean

And we fall back

Into the same patterns

Same routine

But your temper’s just as bad

As mine is

You’re the same as me

But when it comes to love

You’re just as blinded

Baby please come back

It wasn’t you

Baby it was me

Maybe our relationship

Isn’t as crazy as it seems

Maybe that’s what happens

When a tornado meets a volcano

All I know is

I love you too much

To walk away though

Come inside

Pick up your bags off the sidewalk

Don’t you hear sincerity

In my voice when I talk

Told you this is my fault

Look me in the eyeball

Next time I’m pissed

I’ll aim my fist

At the dry wall

Next time

There will be no next time

I apologize

Even though I know it’s lies

I’m tired of the games

I just want her back

I know I’m a liar

If she ever tries to f—–g leave again

I’ma tie her to the bed

And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there

And watch me burn

But that’s alright

Because I like

The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there

And hear me cry

But that’s alright

Because I love

The way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

Tuesday, August 24, 2010



saya BEBAS
saya BEBAS dari sebarang ikatan
hati saya KOSONG
sebab saya BEBAS
finally I MADE IT
no more LOVE to MOHD ALIFF
 saya dan dy hanyalah KAWAN :)

Monday, March 29, 2010

folk it

What I saw in the mirror tonight was a paranoia of being alone. Long before this mirror was created, I used to be as independent as, well, a bird, to be corny much. No hand was needed to guide me across highways, no eye was needed to protect me from afar and definitely no human being was needed to be what I need it to be right this instance. I used to stay away from strings of guidance and mild protection. I was used to fly alone though I was never even alone.

And then came the absolute comfort that no human being would ever refuse. The strong, independent panther inside this innocent body soften to the words of this creature. I needed more of its inner cloud until the boundaries were eventually crossed. Well, for many times now. I needed to know if it could afford all the burdens I'd unintentionally put into his bag. I needed to stop. I need to stop.


On March 27th 2010, million of people around the world turn their lights off for Earth hour. This is the biggest global call to action against climate change. A call to every individual, every business and every community to stand up and be responsible for our future. 

After the great switch-off, what now?WWF will use this huge vote for the planet  to show politicians, governments and world leaders that we need the deals that will ensure a sustainable future for ourselves and the fantastic diversity of life that lives with us on this one planet of ours.
If you signed up for Earth Hour you may be asked to pull a plug, tick a box or send an email during the next 12 months to help us with our shared goals.
In particular, we will apply pressure in:

  • getting progress on Climate Change agreements
  • doubling the number of tigers in the wild
  • reducing humanity's footprint on this, our one and only planet.



Sunday, March 28, 2010

somewhere,two of tea....

Out of the shadows a romantic story emerges
of two souls destined to find love.
It's true, so many stories of romance have been written
that one could make a noose for the world with them.
But love is a very funny thing and as you know
you can hate someone you love
and love someone you hate...

Many times over and over again love is misunderstood
and many are stood up and many have missed the boat.
Still, can one live without it?
Men are driven to insanity over and by women...
and women, well, yeah, you already know the story.

So another love story to gag on is in the making...
did I lose you yet?
Perhaps I did, but a least my shadow is still here,
waiting right next to me as I sit at a quaint little
bistro table at an outside cafe just waiting to order.
"Madame, may I take your order?"
" Not just yet, sir, I am hoping to order tea for two"

Monday, March 15, 2010

lyrics showing luve to us

We were both young when I first saw you I close my eyes And the flashback starts I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air See the lights See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd And say hello, little did I know That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles And my daddy said stay away from Juliet And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story baby just say yes
So I sneak out to the garden to see you We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew So close your eyes Escape this town for a little while 'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story baby just say yes Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess It's a love story baby just say yes I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around My faith in you is fading When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring And said, marry me Juliet You'll never have to be alone I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress It's a love story baby just say yes
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you..

Thursday, March 11, 2010

~b.r.a and b.r.e.a.s.t~

ALL PLEASE WASH ALL BRAS, UNDERWEAR WHEN YOU BUY BEFORE WEARING THEM. WE DO NOT KNOW WHAT PARASITE IS IN OUR CLOTHES WHEN WE BUY THEM. FORWARD TO EVERYBODY YOU KNOW. LET ME FORE WARN YOU THIS IS SO SQUIMISH, I FEEL LIKE SOMETHING IS CRAWLING ALL OVER ME EVEN AS I SEND THIS TO YOU. BE AWARE. IT IS SO GROTESQUE. PLEASE WASH YOUR UNDERWEAR BEFORE WEARING. PREFERABLY IN BOILING HOT WATER. This is not for the weak; I have never seen anything like this. Read the article first before looking at the picture and film. This looks horrible. Oh my God!!!!!!! Ladies this could happen to you and Guys this could happen to your wife, girlfriend, partner so please BEWARE,and also warn others.It has been reported that this is happening in Zimbabwe as well, please make sure you iron your undergarments before you wear them and make sure that your clothes are ironed when they are dry and not damp. The picture is horrible but I felt that I should share with you. After anthropologist Susan McKinley came back home from an expedition in South America, she noticed a very strange rash on her left breast. Nobody knew what it was and she quickly dismissed it believing that the holes would leave in time. Upon her return she decided to see a doctor after she started developing intense pains. The doctor, not knowing the exact severity of the disease, gave her antibiotics and special creams. As time lapsed the pain did not subside and her left breast became more inflamed and started to bleed.She decided to bandage her sores however as Susan's pain grew more intense she decided to seek help from a more certified doctor. Dr. Lynch could not diagnose the infection and told Susan to seek the aid of one of his colleagues who specialized in dermatology whom was sadly on vacation. She waited for two weeks and finally was able to react the dermatologist. Sadly,a life changing event was about to unfold during her appointment.To Miss McKinley's surprise, after she removed the bandages, they found larva growing and squirming within the pores and sores of her breast. Sometimes these wicked creatures would all together simultaneously move around into different crevices. What she didn't know was that the holes were in fact, deeper than she had originally thought for these larvae were feeding off the fat, tissue, and even milk canals of her bosom.Emailed image and video purport to document the medical case of anthropologist Susan McKinley, who failed to seek treatment for a rash and wound up with an infestation of larvae in her breast.

Sunday, March 7, 2010


A cigarette is a disposable smoke delivery device consisting of a small (generally less than 10cm in length and 10mm in diameter) cylinder of cured and shredded tobacco leaves (or in some cases other herbs), wrapped in paper, which is ignited and let smolder for the purpose of inhaling its smoke. A cigarette is distinguished from a cigar by its small size and paper wrapping (cigars are composed entirely of tobacco); a small, cigarette-sized cigar is called a "cigarillo".Some cigarette smokers roll their own cigarettes by wrapping loose cured tobacco in paper; most, however, purchase machine-made commercially available brands, generally sold in small cardboard packages of 20 cigarettes. Commercial cigarettes usually contain a cellulose acetate or cotton filter through which the smoker inhales the cigarette's smoke; the filter serves to cool and somewhat clean the smoke.Before the Second World War many manufacturers gave away collectible cards, one in each packet of cigarettes. This practice was discontinued to save paper during the war, and was never generally reintroduced. On April 1, 1970 President Richard Nixon signed the Public Health Cigarette Smoking Act into law banning cigarette television advertisements in the United States starting on January 1, 1971. Tobacco use, notably in cigarettes, is one of the leading forms of preventable death. Smoking during pregnancy increases the risk of miscarriage and underweight infants. Smoking increases the chance of heart attacks and a variety of cancers. It also accelerates the aging process, and may cause premature aging. Therefore, smokers age faster than non-smokers.Smoking increases the metabolic rate, and thus can slightly reduce a smoker's weight.Nicotine is quite an effective appetite suppressant, and former smokers often develop junk food habits as they attempt to satisfy their tobacco cravings with snacks. It is not true that Smoking cessation is usually associated with weight gain, in fact, statistics show that only about one-third of those who stop smoking do experience a weight gain.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

all about mrs.panda

my life start from them..
when they meet together
when they falling in love
when they get married
when they have a sex together
when Hatiah pregnent
and give birth.. (05.02.90)
they got a baby girl
after two years..I got a brother..his name is ZULHANIZAM (28.07.1992)..I still remember at that time I'm really excited when my dad told me about it..He really cute..We grow up together..sleep together..I always protect him..because I really lOVE him..after 6 years,my mother pregnant again..and we got a little baby girls and her name is NUR AQILAH..(25.08.1996) =) i felt my life so complete because I have a brother,sister,mom, and dad...but one day nizam talked with my mom.. "mama can I have another brother..?" at that time we did know what it all mean..because we still a little mom just smile =) and she said..INSYAALLAH abang...when i remember all the memories i will laugh =D but we not got a little brother but a little baby girl..and her name is NURUL MUSFIRAH(09.07.2000).We really happy,grow up together,felt love from out parents,go to school,have a picnic,watching movie together....hehe =) it was a great memories...
and I grow up as a happy girl
nothing can.t made me sad,
just enjoy with my journey!
I when to primary school
my firat school in my life
and then continue my study at
after finish my secondary school
i went to 
and futher for my bachelor at
at there Im searching for my life
i found alot of freinds
have many thing happen
sad,happy,hourable memories
and i never forget about it =)
that all is an episode of my life.........